I've had enough...
All these years, I have been trying my best. Everything I do, you never show any appreciation. And once I don't do it, you have to make me feel guilty for not doing it.
Why do you have to make me feel so useless? It's not that I have not been trying...
I am already 19. Yet why do you have to make me feel as if I am still unable to make my own decisions at all? You're always calling me dependent, though you're the one who does not want me to leave the nest yet.
You are always accusing me for being selfish, yet you never realize that before I do anything I'm always thinking how to reduce your time and petrol spent, the fastest route for you to get to where I want to go, even if it means walking there myself.
You don't know do you? And you say I take for granted...
You blame me for not speaking to you, when you were the one who said that I'm not worth speaking to...
Please just let me go my own way for once. It's for my own good.
I want to get on without being too conscious about what others (you) think...
I want to live with my own mind, being able to make my own decision without you calling me selfish...
I want
Please let me out... Just this once...
Friday, February 10, 2012
Saturday, May 8, 2010
2010吉隆坡教育局华文嘉年华会
Went to SMK Taman Connaught for competition today. There was calligraphy, essay writing and poem recitation. The poem recitation for lower secondary was held in SMK Taman Connaught School Hall while upper secondary was held in the primary school = ="
Calligraphy started at 8, poem recitation at 9 and essay at 10 (Correct me if I'm wrong...) Was sitting in the hall when suddenly... A guy sat beside me and I was like "(monolog dalaman) OH SHYYYTTTT..." Why? Seeing the representative from Connaught was scary enough then suddenly there are two... (Which means Scary+Scary=2Scary... And the representatives from Connaught every year are like... Yes... Scary...) After the opening ceremony we had to move from the hall to the primary school. Luckily Keet Yee teman me or else I think I would die there... (那个时候就不单单是屁股爆炸了...)
The auditorium was very cold... Even colder than I could remember... I was the 19th out of 21 so I thought "Aiya... Plenty of time..." Then suddenly... AIYA... 18th already... And the 18th was the scary Connaught guy... And as usual... He was scary... Then it was my turn. I wasn't really happy with my performance today...
We had our lunch break after that, and I'm embarrassed to say that I broke my spoon while eating the chicken... (My fault or what?! Not my fault laa... Someone else broke his/her spoon while eating chicken also...) There was also a book exhibition. In the hall, results for calligraphy were out. Congrats Wai Ling, Tze Wong, Allan, Sherene, Chien Chi, Jun Yao, Siew Tsien and Pei Yu, not forgetting Yun Hui. Most people went back early (So jin gak...)
The closing ceremony started at 1:30 (which was 30 minutes later than schedule...). It started off with the chinese orchestra of SMKTC. Then the senior assistant of SMKTC gave the closing speech. The judges went up after that and gave their comments... And one of them said... 寻李白, 你的眼神太凶悍了, 不像在找人... I could have slammed my head against the wall... Maybe I was too focused on him... =.=" I was thinking... Crap... Now that you've said that would I even have a chance of getting anything? Although I sound kinda boastful but to say the truth, the competition was only limited to a few schools... Our 飞将军 got good comments. The role play was good and the erm... 很入境. Good job guys! ^^
Then results came out. This year wasn't as exciting as previous years (except for upper secondary poem recitation) because the winners were asked to line up at the side of the hall. And good news because
OUR LOWER SECONDARY GOT FIRST IN WILAYAH AND ARE GOING TO GENTING FOR THEIR FINALS!!! WOOTS!!! CONGRATS WEN PING, SI EN, YUEXIN AND CHEA HAN!!!
But... For upper secondary... I don't know... I just cried after I got the results... I didn't know what else to say... And to say the truth, I was very dissapointed even if I did not have the right to be dissapointed... It was dissapointing enough to hear comments (although it was constructive criticism...) I lost my lifelong dream of getting into the finals. It was so close... Yet so far... I ended up second... Pn. Yeap hugged me and told me it was O.K. But I still think what I got wasn't enough to repay the teachers for spending so much time... Mr. Lee, Pn. Wong, Pn. Yeap... I really want to thank them... Yet just thanking them isn't enough... I'm so sorry...
Anyway, my spirits were lifted a little in the bus because the 3S people were getting high in there. And it seems that whenever there is a bus and a group of people with the same channel, there is bound to be gossip XD.
So right here I would like to congratulate all the winners today. You guys were great. And also the teachers who have spent so much time to coach us, and Pn. Tan or else we would have to chase after the bus XD (Which almost left without three of us...), Keet Yee and Wan Ru for spending time to come and see us, coach us and support us, and the bus driver or we would have to walk home, and the 3S gang for making the boring bus ride into a not so boring one. And the rest of my friends for ditching us there (You're still jin gak...) and my mum and dad, my grandpa and grandma, my great grandma and great grandpa, my great great grandpa and great great grandma... (Goes on with a lot of gibberish because starting to 自 high)
P/S: This is to Jin Han and Jin Rong (Sorry if your name is spelt wrong) from Connaught:
你们很厉害... Jin Han 加油， 明年卷土重来， Jin Rong加油，拿个全国冠回来!
Calligraphy started at 8, poem recitation at 9 and essay at 10 (Correct me if I'm wrong...) Was sitting in the hall when suddenly... A guy sat beside me and I was like "(monolog dalaman) OH SHYYYTTTT..." Why? Seeing the representative from Connaught was scary enough then suddenly there are two... (Which means Scary+Scary=2Scary... And the representatives from Connaught every year are like... Yes... Scary...) After the opening ceremony we had to move from the hall to the primary school. Luckily Keet Yee teman me or else I think I would die there... (那个时候就不单单是屁股爆炸了...)
The auditorium was very cold... Even colder than I could remember... I was the 19th out of 21 so I thought "Aiya... Plenty of time..." Then suddenly... AIYA... 18th already... And the 18th was the scary Connaught guy... And as usual... He was scary... Then it was my turn. I wasn't really happy with my performance today...
We had our lunch break after that, and I'm embarrassed to say that I broke my spoon while eating the chicken... (My fault or what?! Not my fault laa... Someone else broke his/her spoon while eating chicken also...) There was also a book exhibition. In the hall, results for calligraphy were out. Congrats Wai Ling, Tze Wong, Allan, Sherene, Chien Chi, Jun Yao, Siew Tsien and Pei Yu, not forgetting Yun Hui. Most people went back early (So jin gak...)
The closing ceremony started at 1:30 (which was 30 minutes later than schedule...). It started off with the chinese orchestra of SMKTC. Then the senior assistant of SMKTC gave the closing speech. The judges went up after that and gave their comments... And one of them said... 寻李白, 你的眼神太凶悍了, 不像在找人... I could have slammed my head against the wall... Maybe I was too focused on him... =.=" I was thinking... Crap... Now that you've said that would I even have a chance of getting anything? Although I sound kinda boastful but to say the truth, the competition was only limited to a few schools... Our 飞将军 got good comments. The role play was good and the erm... 很入境. Good job guys! ^^
Then results came out. This year wasn't as exciting as previous years (except for upper secondary poem recitation) because the winners were asked to line up at the side of the hall. And good news because
OUR LOWER SECONDARY GOT FIRST IN WILAYAH AND ARE GOING TO GENTING FOR THEIR FINALS!!! WOOTS!!! CONGRATS WEN PING, SI EN, YUEXIN AND CHEA HAN!!!
But... For upper secondary... I don't know... I just cried after I got the results... I didn't know what else to say... And to say the truth, I was very dissapointed even if I did not have the right to be dissapointed... It was dissapointing enough to hear comments (although it was constructive criticism...) I lost my lifelong dream of getting into the finals. It was so close... Yet so far... I ended up second... Pn. Yeap hugged me and told me it was O.K. But I still think what I got wasn't enough to repay the teachers for spending so much time... Mr. Lee, Pn. Wong, Pn. Yeap... I really want to thank them... Yet just thanking them isn't enough... I'm so sorry...
Anyway, my spirits were lifted a little in the bus because the 3S people were getting high in there. And it seems that whenever there is a bus and a group of people with the same channel, there is bound to be gossip XD.
So right here I would like to congratulate all the winners today. You guys were great. And also the teachers who have spent so much time to coach us, and Pn. Tan or else we would have to chase after the bus XD (Which almost left without three of us...), Keet Yee and Wan Ru for spending time to come and see us, coach us and support us, and the bus driver or we would have to walk home, and the 3S gang for making the boring bus ride into a not so boring one. And the rest of my friends for ditching us there (You're still jin gak...) and my mum and dad, my grandpa and grandma, my great grandma and great grandpa, my great great grandpa and great great grandma... (Goes on with a lot of gibberish because starting to 自 high)
P/S: This is to Jin Han and Jin Rong (Sorry if your name is spelt wrong) from Connaught:
你们很厉害... Jin Han 加油， 明年卷土重来， Jin Rong加油，拿个全国冠回来!
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Shut Up...
Pissed off...
Really pissed off...
I'm not a chess piece which you can push around however you want or however you like, or do stupid things with...
Later when all that shit comes who gets the blame? Not you of course, cuz' I'm your 挡箭牌，what else?
Stop it O.K.? I'm a human.
Don't treat me like a dog or an inanimate object...
What right do you have to push all that shit to me?
Shut up...
Just shut up...
I've had enough...
Really pissed off...
I'm not a chess piece which you can push around however you want or however you like, or do stupid things with...
Later when all that shit comes who gets the blame? Not you of course, cuz' I'm your 挡箭牌，what else?
Stop it O.K.? I'm a human.
Don't treat me like a dog or an inanimate object...
What right do you have to push all that shit to me?
Shut up...
Just shut up...
I've had enough...
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Read and laugh...
Sorry, a little spoiler just before we continue with the "Legend of O".
So there it was in the papers today... An eye catching title...
P. S. Too much alcohol causes insanity. Drink moderately.
So there it was in the papers today... An eye catching title...
And for your information it means,
Taken Into Custody For Getting Drunk
American Woman Attcks Police by Squirting Milk
The news went something like, lady gets drunk, lady gets caught, lady gets pissed, then... She did it to one of the wardens...
The first thing that came into mind was... HOLY CRAP!!! And an irresistible surge of laughter came up. And then a few seconds later... WTH How is this possible?! I mean... O.K. Fine... It is possible... After all, she was tipsy at that time so... What could be impossible?
Not much comments about this because people tend to do ANYTHING when they're drunk. Just to share. What says you?
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
田鸡大屠杀
If you don’t get my title it means massacre of the frogs, or more specifically, East Asian Bullfrogs. You know, those kinds of edible frogs you get in Chinese cooking…
Started the day off, pissed... In fact many people were pissed... Yen, don't even care to curse that organism just pour a bottle of chloroform down his respiratory track... Grr... The organism is like 超级样衰老人痴呆严重脱发死于便秘 etc. etc. etc. Throw rocks at it... THROW ROCKS AT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
During Bio lesson, everyone was like... Never mind... When we got to the lab some people went into the office to get their bullfrogs and put them in a pail with chloroform... (Chloroform smells like asthma inhaler...) And then glass panes and light bulbs started to shatter one by one because there were sound waves with frequencies of 20 megahertz... Like: "(SHRIEKKKK!!!!!!)" So the poor organisms were jumping around inside the pail... It's kinda heart wrenching to watch them... It's like... Unevitable death at the hands of 44 overexcited... Er... 妖怪... Where you get your lungs punctured, your heart cut out and someone comments that your intestines look like char kuey tiao... Seriously... Its like kuey tiao...
The teacher started demonstrating the way of dissecting the frog... First, she sliced the skin (Eew...) And pinned it down (EEW...) Then the teacher was like, every group take one frog and start. So we had to cut open the flesh (EEEEW...) and pin it down... (EEEW... I mean... Ouch...) Then two balloon like things literally sagged out... Which were the lungs.. Then down there was the liver... When we parted the lungs we saw the heart which was still beating... And the blood was dripping down the sides...
This wasn't dissection... O.K. Maybe it WAS dis-section... More like butchery... Whatever... Anyway halfway through the frog started to have spasms at its legs but luckily it didn't wake up, jump up and down and all its intestines (which look like char kuey tiao) fall out. So... We cut out its liver, dug out its intestines (which still look like char kuey tiao) and Kai Hong dug out some excrement from the digestive track... Then we popped the lungs and cut out the heart (still beating)... Shit... We sound like heartless idiots who kill innocent lives for nothing...
Some people got high for nothing and started to give it neurosurgery... Some decided to cut the frog's head and hang it up on the wall in their house... Some started to SULA the frog... O.K. Now seriously feeling like an idiot who kills innocent lives for nothing... Going vegetarian for 3 days...
Good news... When I went home this was waiting for me on the table...
Holy crap... You again...
P.S. Photos will not be posted to prevent cardioseizure for the weak hearted...
Started the day off, pissed... In fact many people were pissed... Yen, don't even care to curse that organism just pour a bottle of chloroform down his respiratory track... Grr... The organism is like 超级样衰老人痴呆严重脱发死于便秘 etc. etc. etc. Throw rocks at it... THROW ROCKS AT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
During Bio lesson, everyone was like... Never mind... When we got to the lab some people went into the office to get their bullfrogs and put them in a pail with chloroform... (Chloroform smells like asthma inhaler...) And then glass panes and light bulbs started to shatter one by one because there were sound waves with frequencies of 20 megahertz... Like: "(SHRIEKKKK!!!!!!)" So the poor organisms were jumping around inside the pail... It's kinda heart wrenching to watch them... It's like... Unevitable death at the hands of 44 overexcited... Er... 妖怪... Where you get your lungs punctured, your heart cut out and someone comments that your intestines look like char kuey tiao... Seriously... Its like kuey tiao...
The teacher started demonstrating the way of dissecting the frog... First, she sliced the skin (Eew...) And pinned it down (EEW...) Then the teacher was like, every group take one frog and start. So we had to cut open the flesh (EEEEW...) and pin it down... (EEEW... I mean... Ouch...) Then two balloon like things literally sagged out... Which were the lungs.. Then down there was the liver... When we parted the lungs we saw the heart which was still beating... And the blood was dripping down the sides...
This wasn't dissection... O.K. Maybe it WAS dis-section... More like butchery... Whatever... Anyway halfway through the frog started to have spasms at its legs but luckily it didn't wake up, jump up and down and all its intestines (which look like char kuey tiao) fall out. So... We cut out its liver, dug out its intestines (which still look like char kuey tiao) and Kai Hong dug out some excrement from the digestive track... Then we popped the lungs and cut out the heart (still beating)... Shit... We sound like heartless idiots who kill innocent lives for nothing...
Some people got high for nothing and started to give it neurosurgery... Some decided to cut the frog's head and hang it up on the wall in their house... Some started to SULA the frog... O.K. Now seriously feeling like an idiot who kills innocent lives for nothing... Going vegetarian for 3 days...
Good news... When I went home this was waiting for me on the table...
Holy crap... You again...
P.S. Photos will not be posted to prevent cardioseizure for the weak hearted...
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Eagle What?
Why Rajawali?
Because
1. It's small
2. It's cute
3. It seriously does not make any sense...
This year our sports houses had their names changed and Red House got Rajawali. O.K. What exactly is a Rajawali? To be frank it's just a fancier name for eagle, burung helang (Not Hilang thank you. Our school is not located on Jalan Hilang...) And according to the dictionary, its scientific name is Microhierax fringillarius, common name black-tighed falconet and... It measures 14 to 16cm in height... Zzz... The smallest bird of prey... And anyway,
Yes, that's your sharkfin bird...
Luckily we have options. According to Kamus Dewan, Rajawali refers to another species of bird (huh?) besides the falconet. Accipiter badius poliopsis or commonly known as the Shikra or Little banded Goshawk (It's still little...) approx 30 cm tall.
Because
1. It's small
2. It's cute
3. It seriously does not make any sense...
This year our sports houses had their names changed and Red House got Rajawali. O.K. What exactly is a Rajawali? To be frank it's just a fancier name for eagle, burung helang (Not Hilang thank you. Our school is not located on Jalan Hilang...) And according to the dictionary, its scientific name is Microhierax fringillarius, common name black-tighed falconet and... It measures 14 to 16cm in height... Zzz... The smallest bird of prey... And anyway,
Well, here's your Rajawali... Cute huh?
So here's to your sceptical looks... At least Hornbill and Cassowary sounds better... And cassowary is not an ostrich... It looks more like and emu with a sharkfin thingy on its head...
Yes, that's your sharkfin bird...
Luckily we have options. According to Kamus Dewan, Rajawali refers to another species of bird (huh?) besides the falconet. Accipiter badius poliopsis or commonly known as the Shikra or Little banded Goshawk (It's still little...) approx 30 cm tall.
Much better... So which Rajawali are they exactly referring to? That is the question...
Friday, January 22, 2010
What happened on Friday...
Today is Friday... Math and Biology...
Organisms in our class finished Math damn early and started poring over Biology notes...
Biology...
What exactly is the difference between B and C?
Is it me or does this organelle look like...
Organisms in our class finished Math damn early and started poring over Biology notes...
Biology...
What exactly is the difference between B and C?
Is it me or does this organelle look like...
Same goes with this one...
Look... Common sense... If there's no available answer and all of a sudden there is a change of choice which one would you choose? Obviously...
O.K. If you're confused if the omasum or abomasum comes first, here's a tip. Go and find any girl who can understand Tamil and say to her: " Omasum, abomasum." and run away before she calls you a moron and slaps you in the face. Remember, say O M A S U M first. O M A S U M. Remember.
Finally, to end it. Yes, it is a cross section of a villus... It is not what it looks like. Garbage minded...
Yay... End of the intervention test. Balik rumah tidur...
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